destroy ya

always running, always looking back.. tired of goin in circles but no choice.. did the deed . time to pay the piper.. runnin like a rogue.. lost my soul.. lost my calling.. paranoid.. annoyed.. but like they say.. paranoia will destroy ya .. paranoia its good for ya.. paranoia will destroy ya.. so which is it.. i feel death hands tapping my shoulder.. i stay comotose by choice... smokin, tokin what i can .. cant let the feeling take over.. i will become what i dont want.. be destroyed from the inside.