Friday, September 29, 2006

destroy ya

always running, always looking back.. tired of goin in circles but no choice.. did the deed . time to pay the piper.. runnin like a rogue.. lost my soul.. lost my calling.. paranoid.. annoyed.. but like they say.. paranoia will destroy ya .. paranoia its good for ya.. paranoia will destroy ya.. so which is it.. i feel death hands tapping my shoulder.. i stay comotose by choice... smokin, tokin what i can .. cant let the feeling take over.. i will become what i dont want.. be destroyed from the inside.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

desolucionado...

10 horas enfrente de un monitor... 1 hora manejando al trabajo.. 11 hrs del dia como esclavo.. 6-8 hrs dormiendo.. solo deja 6-8hrs para disfrutar el dia.. pero todavia falta el tiempo para alistarse para el proximo dia.. cocinar, lavar ropa, que pinche vida es esa? somos esclavos de capitalismo.. pinche

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

can keep fallin?

lost my footing and fell .. was at the highest point ever... now at the lowest.. what to do who to blame.. finger pointing at a reflection... im tired.. can begin again. im tired cant start again. wheres the answer to my million dollar question. where can i go to get away where can i hide .. wheres my hole for me to stick my head in.. oh well .. up the ladder again..

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

lo pase

cansado quiero dormir. otro trago, otro abrazo, todo un sueño? ... No una semana de maravilla. hoy desperte... a trabajar guey.. no, ... quiero dormir.. quiero soñar.. un trago mas... no me acuerdo lo que paso.. no me acuerdo cuando llege.. otro trago y me acurdare... toda una vida en una semana... imposible.. areglar miles de problemas en una semana.. imposible.. un trago mas.. olvidar.. ser feliz.. sin pensar.. otro trago mas... ya no me cabe... hoy desperte ... no lo hice.. no pense.. un trago mas?